Recently I have been writing people lent letters and that is making me feel great!  I get everything I need to get out and then everything is fine.  Recently I wrote a letter to my ex that I had been friends with for a while, and it cleared everything up.  Everything was going smoothly till it came time to write one to my ex that I dated for a really long time.  I have a lot to say, but honestly how I was going to go about it.  I wanted a resolution.  I wanted to thank him for a lot and also get an apology, but then I realized that I most likely wouldn't get that...and the entire letter would go to waste.  So I have decided that I would just put an open letter here.  

I guess I am writing this as an explanation for why my long ass open letter will be here.  In case he sees it or anyone is wondering why, this is why.