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6/7 Goodbyes: Dear Allen
Dear Allen,
Haha hi.
For everyone else I feel like I have put it all out there. I told them pretty much everything I was thankful for, or at least a lot. But I have too many emotions and feelings to just lay it all out. Allen I love you so much, it is actually insane how much I love you. But in order for me to say what i'm trying to say, lets forget about the fact that we have been dating for over 2 years.
Allen, thank you so much for always being there for me. Since we first started talking you have been one of my closest friend. I have always felt that I can tell you pretty much everything. When we first became friends we would spend hours late at night talking on the phone. Starting from just talking about school to life. I quickly told you things that usually took me a while to tell people.
Thank you for always telling me how it really is. Even when you knew I wouldn't like your response you would say it anyways, because you're real. If you had a different opinion than I did, you made it known.
Thank you for helping me think on my own. That probably sounded a little ironic...you helping me think on my own, but you really did. You questioned my views and really made me think, which in the end helped me really understand my thoughts...and myself. You helped me not to do everything just for the image, but because I wanted to do it for myself. You really helped me become a more genuine person.
Thank you for all the times you held me while I cried. No matter the day or time you held me while tears poured down my face. You were always there to reassure me of everything, and let me know that it was okay that I was feeling so down. You held me when I felt horrible about myself, when my friends didn't seem to care, and even when I was just PMSing. No matter what it was, you were just there to help me.
One of the things I need to work on is my confidence with my intellect. You know this and I know this. Thank you for always trying to show me how smart I am, I know a lot of the times it doesnt seem to go through to me, but it really does. You not letting me call myself stupid really helps hah.
Thank you for everything Allen. I would lay out everything I am thankful for, but that is something so personal to me. Even though not a lot of people read this, it still seems to public to name all the reasons I am thankful for you.
So all in all, thank you Allen. You mean so much to me.
See you soon.
I love you :)
For everyone else I feel like I have put it all out there. I told them pretty much everything I was thankful for, or at least a lot. But I have too many emotions and feelings to just lay it all out. Allen I love you so much, it is actually insane how much I love you. But in order for me to say what i'm trying to say, lets forget about the fact that we have been dating for over 2 years.
Allen, thank you so much for always being there for me. Since we first started talking you have been one of my closest friend. I have always felt that I can tell you pretty much everything. When we first became friends we would spend hours late at night talking on the phone. Starting from just talking about school to life. I quickly told you things that usually took me a while to tell people.
Thank you for always telling me how it really is. Even when you knew I wouldn't like your response you would say it anyways, because you're real. If you had a different opinion than I did, you made it known.
Thank you for helping me think on my own. That probably sounded a little ironic...you helping me think on my own, but you really did. You questioned my views and really made me think, which in the end helped me really understand my thoughts...and myself. You helped me not to do everything just for the image, but because I wanted to do it for myself. You really helped me become a more genuine person.
Thank you for all the times you held me while I cried. No matter the day or time you held me while tears poured down my face. You were always there to reassure me of everything, and let me know that it was okay that I was feeling so down. You held me when I felt horrible about myself, when my friends didn't seem to care, and even when I was just PMSing. No matter what it was, you were just there to help me.
One of the things I need to work on is my confidence with my intellect. You know this and I know this. Thank you for always trying to show me how smart I am, I know a lot of the times it doesnt seem to go through to me, but it really does. You not letting me call myself stupid really helps hah.
Thank you for everything Allen. I would lay out everything I am thankful for, but that is something so personal to me. Even though not a lot of people read this, it still seems to public to name all the reasons I am thankful for you.
So all in all, thank you Allen. You mean so much to me.
See you soon.
I love you :)
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